Textkunst von Suta Wanji

There it is ...and it feels as if it might continue forever.
I might never be happy again.
I admit that I have lost something I have cared about.
It doesn´t have much to say with words...my face moistured by tears.
It comes in waves...some suffocating.
It´s lurkin´ around every corner...trying to pull over like a second skin.
There it is...always present.
Be aware...no self-pity...no lack of peace.
Feeling fragmented...incomplete.
This is no accident...no punishment.
Just a strong need to step outside the flow of time.
No way to escape...no drugs, no alc, no sex, no excessive work will help!
No need to hide from it...don´t force it to the underground...it erupts many times.
I take courage and enter the loneliness...cry and weep… let it go by itself.
When it goes I feel unburdened...no gravitation...no hell any more.
Suddenly I do not feel it as sadness any more...I feel it as silence.
It brings a gift of healing...it makes "whole".
It is my loneliness...it is my sadness...
it offers opportunities to grow on a deeply emotional and spiritual level.
CHANGE IS STRESSFULL BUT NECESSARY FOR GROWTH!!!

suta wanji - 06 / 2010